Intuition..can be a Curse

Inside Ali:

I have been told I am very intuitive and I believe I am...sometimes I can feel my third eye watching everything....
Intuition has been good and bad. Sometimes helps because I see or understand before hand so I am prepared and the flip....

It has gotten me to a place where I rely on me rather than waiting to hear and understand from others.
Intuition mixed with my personality which is always moving, exploring, excited, accelerates impatience or the appearance of impatience.

Knowing this now, I try to practice patience by taking the time to ask even if I already think I know. I now look forward to the feeling, the emotion, the expression that is shared with me. It teaches me to be vulnerable, it teaches me patience. and Let me tell you how hard this can be at times.

It is like having to use the restroom really bad, standing at the stall, but not going in because I just can't and there is no other bathroom I can get to. (like a bad dream... I know)

Yoga, meditation and purpose are the things that are helping me through this journey.. Most of which I have to travel alone.

I get lessons daily... whether direct or indirect and have to seclude my mind (ie. my mouth) and be in that space without movement.

Some may see it as a missed opportunity...as I still do sometimes... But I am learning... The Real Opportunity is gained and coming.....


#A2C #Aliisgrowing #thecontinuanceofsomethingnew

I can do it by myself = Lonely

This is gonna be a short blog..... but necessary to say....

Look... I know we are told and believe we should  just do things on our own if we don't have support or help, but I'm not a fan..I'm starting to believe the answer is to find the right support. 

Once we go down this rabbit hole of self preservation, self realization, self sustaining... we forget we actually need one another.. trust me get over this.. 

I can do it by myself = lonely..

Listen.. I know this isn't always the case, but if we get used to looking within to accomplish everything,  we lose trust.. trust in people who never gave us a reason not to trust.

We then eliminate them from recieving their blessing.. what if, they are meant to be in our life and we push them away because we think it's easier to do it ourselves...

This is a big one for me. I don't share a lot of my past. But I was known to quit when  it was too much of a hassle. I can do it myself I would say.. And lots of times I could.. but the detriment along the way...I caused myself.. the detriment I see now and couldn't aee then...

LISTEN...training myself to not count on anyone, to trust only my abilities left me not only with trust issues.. but lots more work and probably fewer accomplishments.. 

Have we ever get considered the possibility, the reason road blocks come is so we have to figure out how to work with others....??
Hmmm...

No fussing and complaining till we get our way but truly learning to commune, to share,  to compromise.. but never exclude...
Whether the exclusion is internal or external.

I imagine, there is nothing more magnificent then having people in your life to build with, share with, learn with, grow with...

So.. take a minute... and consider this..a change in who we allow to support rather than a change to allow the support..( read that slowly)😉

Be Blessed..
~Ali